ouch.
i made the executive decision to skip tennis today. it's my first actual miss. it's cold.
on top of that, when i was climbing the mountain that is my loft last night, my foot slipped off the rung and i bruised and scraped my ankle. it hurts really bad. and i caught myself on a ribish area, and that hurts a lot too.
i'm so ready for spring break. i want to just be at home. it's so weird that i was so incredibly anxious to leave my house and now i just want to go back all the time. i still kind of want to go to BSC. it would be a good fit for me now, i think. i don't know though. i'd probably drink too much there. maybe just a small school in general. i don't know that i'm cut out for this big school stuff. tennessee tech is looking really good right now. especially since all i really want to do is major in english and do teach for america or that DOD program teaching overseas. it doesn't matter much where i go to school for that. needless to say, i'm not very happy here right now, and it's the first time i've seriously second guessed myself. if i hadn't already paid dues and all for sigma kappa next year... i might just transfer. but it's too late for that. i'm such a loser.
wow. i'm just now thinking about it and i am really a loser. i've got several goodish friends but no really GOOD friends. i call people my best friends but it doesn't really work out like that. i'm just a part of their lives by a thread. we'll see how long that lasts next year. maybe this is just a down in the dumps day and i'll get over it and be happy here again, like i was last semester. maybe i just haven't found those good friends yet. who knows.
i've got to get ready for german though. at least there i'm doing well. i have a test in that class tomorrow. i enjoy german, not because i really like it but because i get easy As in that class. by the way, i got a 94% on my last linguistics test. THAT'S RIGHT. i'm making As again! except for french, which only makes me that more certain i'll be going for an english major.
love
lindsey
on top of that, when i was climbing the mountain that is my loft last night, my foot slipped off the rung and i bruised and scraped my ankle. it hurts really bad. and i caught myself on a ribish area, and that hurts a lot too.
i'm so ready for spring break. i want to just be at home. it's so weird that i was so incredibly anxious to leave my house and now i just want to go back all the time. i still kind of want to go to BSC. it would be a good fit for me now, i think. i don't know though. i'd probably drink too much there. maybe just a small school in general. i don't know that i'm cut out for this big school stuff. tennessee tech is looking really good right now. especially since all i really want to do is major in english and do teach for america or that DOD program teaching overseas. it doesn't matter much where i go to school for that. needless to say, i'm not very happy here right now, and it's the first time i've seriously second guessed myself. if i hadn't already paid dues and all for sigma kappa next year... i might just transfer. but it's too late for that. i'm such a loser.
wow. i'm just now thinking about it and i am really a loser. i've got several goodish friends but no really GOOD friends. i call people my best friends but it doesn't really work out like that. i'm just a part of their lives by a thread. we'll see how long that lasts next year. maybe this is just a down in the dumps day and i'll get over it and be happy here again, like i was last semester. maybe i just haven't found those good friends yet. who knows.
i've got to get ready for german though. at least there i'm doing well. i have a test in that class tomorrow. i enjoy german, not because i really like it but because i get easy As in that class. by the way, i got a 94% on my last linguistics test. THAT'S RIGHT. i'm making As again! except for french, which only makes me that more certain i'll be going for an english major.
love
lindsey
posted by lindsey @ 6:15 AM
1 Comments:
I got your IM, and I shall now read your blog. I'm sorry you don't feel satisfied at UGA. You'll have fun in the house next year though, I predict. You are a house type of girl. I get in town on FRIDAY at the end of your spring break, so let's do something when I get there. Much love, my dear.
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